but my sister is apparently dying. So I am going to California to be with her. She’s not met the sqvirrel yet so he’s coming with me. The doctors have given her 1-2 weeks. I don’t really know what this means cos in September they gave her 6 weeks. So maybe it will be more. Maybe she will ‘bounce back’ from the edge of death and feel as good as she has in the last two months. Maybe not.
I don’t know what to think. I’m trying to not let myself cry all the time. It’s hard, though.